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fifth april.

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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

had a really great and fun dance session today. the acjc dancers sarah and kenneth mr raj brought now were really good(: was in sarah's group, and shes realy good. a good teacher too(: they taught us the rest of jerk it out haha it was fast but fun!! haha. mhmm, was thinking. like we haven really learnt something new for dance in quite some time. the last time we learnt a new dance was jerk it out. today we finally learnt the whole of it. it was mhmm, two and a half hours of dance dance smiles expression energy. seriously, there's nothing like dance <3

i was thinking how good my life would be now if not for my grandmother. cos after going through so much, i would have learnt how to treasure. i just want a home. a place where i can just relax sleep do whatever i want slack around and stone. not like the hellofaplace im living in now. with dance, with my friends and all. i would probably be very happy. my grandmother was pissed today. mhmm yes, again. i seriously dont want to be like her when i grow old. i will be such a nuisance man. mhmm. i wonder when can i get rid of all these. she is such a big heavy burden on my shoulders weighing down on me for so, so long. im always thinking on the bright side, that everything will get better. everything will change soon. i am finally going to be happy. but life always disappoints me. fairytales always have a happy ending. i guess thats why, life is no fairytale. the evil people dont always get what they deserved. those who have gone through much hardship and suffering may not always emerge happy. there may not always be miracles. who says there will always be someone to your rescue. i should stop overestimating life. fairytales are what they are, fairytales afterall. they are meant to cheat our feelings. when we were young, they influence us and cause us to think life is always so wonderful. like, no matter what, you will always be happy in the end. make us think that good will always triumph over evil. so as long as we persevere and be determined, nothing can outdo us.

SMIRK. WHAT NONSENSE. stop lying to me.

when is life going to stop playing with me? i haven felt being truly free and happy for such a long long, long time.